Friday, May 19, 2006

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mrs ko is leaving soon.
next thurs is her last lesson with my class.



mr ko,
i dont understand why you have to leave so soon. Os this year yet you are leaving us even before we sit for the paper. i jus dont know why you have to do this. i know you want to prepare yourself for your new school but this isnt proper dont you think so. arent our Os more important than you preparing yourself to fit in with the school? i just dont understand why but i will miss you even though you always scold us for not handing up homework, failing math & not cleaning the class. i will miss the times you scold me for sleeping on the table, & the times you suan me. truth is, i really dont like you leaving us just like that. its just not right. this is all so sudden. you just annonuce it just like that. why dont you let other teachers have a chance to qualify for the new school? you said its your own choice to leave the school. so why dont you NOT leave us then? why? why help other students when you have your own to help? why? you said we were the first batch that you only taught halfway. half the year. why must it be us? why? you said mr giam wants you to come back at least once a week. once a week isnt enough. why cant it be once a day anymore? you have been with us for 1 & a half years already. can you bear to leave, jus like that? are you that heartless? dont you even have feelings attached to any of the classes you are teaching now? arent you worried how would they perform during the Os? my head is aching as i type this. you asked us whether we had questions for you. i had so many. this is something no one knows but last year at the general office, where you sat to correct errors in math papers, as i sat infront of you, i just so wanted to cry. i failed terribly & i dont know why but when i looked into your face i wanted to cry. i dont know whether it was because i could sense disappointment in you or it was just because i was disappointed in myself. if you really loved us you wouldnt have made this stupid choice. you wouldnt have decide to go away. you said either mrs tay or mr ang would be replacing you. you said they are more experienced & they can help to clear the mess youve left behind. i dont want any mr ang or tay to come. why cant it be you till the end of year? why cant you spend your last Teacher's Day before leaving? why cant you stay a while longer? why cant you leave after the Os? why? you've always scolded us when our class is dirty & that we were living in a rubbish dump. now that you are leaving us, who would ask us to clean the class anymore? who would be the one who would lecture us for 2 periods about our future? who?

this choice to leave us, jus like that.

i hate this.

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